There are those gravely low moments of the rather spunky journey that take away from me the one thing I feel completely committed to doing. That is my main reason and excuse for not writing for such a long time. Truth to be said I can not, should not excuse myself on this one. It is more like I am letting go of my desire to write so quickly it's as if it was never really mine.
But then again...how could all those words not have been mine?!
I have met an old man the other day. I was rushing down the street and didn't even notice him until he put his cane in front of my feet. He looked me in the eye and said that in life people don't get what they want, but what they need.
Did I?! Do I still?! Is losing my inspiration and strive the right thing to be happening to me?
So many, many questions.Before, I was determined to always look for an answer. Now I just want to get through the day and not think about it afterwards. And is that so much to ask...
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