Last night I went to this book launch at my university. There was free wine and some biscuits came along with it. And that is all you need to know about that event. I'm far far away from criticising , I am only stating the facts. It didn't bother me that I have never heard of the collective writers of the book ( although I have a great interest in literature). But this people really took themselves seriously, speaking high words about our faculty and how it helps developing the young minds of Bulgaria! Developing! HA! More like developing an arthritis, while sitting on my bottom, waiting for ANY lecture to just start. In the last year I have lost more time in waiting for an occasional lecture that would prove to me, what I' studying is worth it. Yeah, good luck with that!
I hate this sounding like criticism, because it is quite more. And on top of that I've got people telling me that I should not try to rebel against the stagnated system, that I should in fact accept it as it it. Well, now that is not going to happen! I don't mean sounding like a rebel, or maybe I am. I've stopped trying to make a good impression long time ago.
All I want is things to be different for us, young people. But it seems like that is not my, our, say any more. All I know is, I cannot accept this inability to control my own choices...
I am pretty sure very few of you would know what I am talking about, so I'm going to try and make it clear. Fighting against the system has become my primary crusade( for I'm known for others as well). I want to make a difference, I want the future to be less foggy. And I guess that is pure human nature speaking from the inside...
There may be people here quite happy with what they're being fed when it comes to education and ofcourse there may be an opposition to those.Nevertheless,there is this largest and most numerous group of young minds who care little for what they might learn or might get from out educational system.They are absolutely certain that prospering is not a question of what you know neither of what your skills consist of.That's not considered a fault.These people are oblivious of their ignorance.We are being brought up in an enviroment that teaches us to grab every opportunity to steal,to lie,to betray our party,to sell out our asses,to have no trust in anyone,to take interest in ourselves only.This is why we're here.....because people who have been riesed with the same values are now our teachers,our coevals....We can not be offered a chanse of survival because we don't mingle into this great society of criminals.And yeah this may sound a bit over the top but it is exactly what it is.
ReplyDeletebest wishes:a concerned party