Thursday, 10 February 2011

A turtle's shell

Hello there all your lost souls! Have you found what you were looking for already, or are you still lost? Well, aren't we all!
You know that funny feeling you get, when you close your eyes and you can imagine yourself everywhere you want around the globe. I do too. And after a very poignant self-discovering journey now it seems that is the very place I have been trying to run so hard away from, that I virtually go back to. There comes a time in every man's life, when one in practically homeless (and almost every time moneyless as well). That can make you feel alone, stranded and lost, no doubt in that. And what is home anyways?
The craziest thing I have lately done was to get fully clothed under the shower. I wasn't home, because I can barely call the room on the uni campus home. But it felt so good. One moment I could feel the heavy wet clothes surrounding me, dragging me down by the laws of physics. And then I took them off, as if every single trouble was washed away.
But troubles never disappear. It is us,who choose whether to let them into our minds. Another crazy, beating the ass of every geek-oriented thesis of mine you've so far read - what if we are the only home we need. What if we make records of everything that makes us feel good in our mind. And then, when we need to feel loved, happy, aspired or...home and we just call out that feeling. It is like a turtle's shell (only not so bony). We grow and evolve as distinctive individuals and we always change. You know it! I know it! So it's only natural that from time to time you may have to find yourself without a physical place to live. Well, that's all right now, isn't it. Cause now that I've inspired you, you can have your own turtle shell-ish home...

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