Maybe...?!

I love walking in the dark. I fear the silence! Because there is no such thing as silence in this world, except the one within. Yet most of all I fear the fear itself. It drags you down to the gloomy parts of reality, where there is no hope. It crushes every dream and makes you immune to those. Fear turns man back the animal he once was. It can take away the sparkle, the glitter, the light we all live on. Only if you let it in!
I am not saying "Don't be afraid!" simply because it is impossible. It's in our nature, encoded as a deadly virus that can be awaken in every moment, by none other but us. Yet, there has always been a cure against it. I call it inspiration, some call it faith, others prefer to refer to it as epiphany. It's all the same. That great moment when a light bulb switches on somewhere in the far reaches of you mind and everything in the world is right once again.
Today I will go on speaking about the benefits of positive thinking or anything of that kind. Today is dedicated to my upmost surprise at the controversial states of mind people can dabble between in a matter of minutes. And I am not talking about those depression types that just need another happy pill. I cannot help but wonder what life would have been if we weren't so involved in the drama. But I guess question like that are purely useless. There's no point in questioning the pillars of our social or personal habits. Maybe if we weren't humanoid it would have been different. Maybe if we were reptile and thus with less than perfect hearing I wouldn't have been afraid of the silence. Maybe if I was a lizard I would've been able not to think, I'd just lay on a rock all day long. But those are one too many "maybes" and I'm not counting on it!