Of men and lemons

I don't like complicated. Complicated is bad, when you are trying to take important decisions. But complicated is good when you are in the middle of nowhere and you crave just about everything that could happen to you.
I've been on both sides. But I can't help it asking what complicates our lives so much we end up tortured in our own net of misdirections. I'm truly sorry to be the one to say it but friends, they are the ones to complicate things so much. It's not so much the attachment part, as it is their opinion. Standing in front of the choice between honesty and support- which one would you choose?!
Only 'till yesterday I was completely sure I preferred honesty. But the truth does always hurt, when seen through you confidant's eyes. Is it so wrong to expect your friends to back you up when you are taking the most important step in your life yet?
I'm not one of those highly social types. I like my friends to be few but trustworthy. And I have pretty much got used to being the weird one, it's my ecological niche. But it often gets lonely in this niche for one, or is it plus one...
A friend of mine ones told me that the song, that reminds her of me has the verse : "Why don't you like me, without making me try?" in it. Not that I took it as an offence, I just got that sour taste in my mouth, much like unexpectedly easting a lemon. I know what you think - How could you eat a lemon unexpectedly? But come on... We all know how that feels.
Bottom line, ( and yes, I do like to say bottom) I do have a lot to say. But I don't always have a good listener, or any listener at all. So if you ever see me talking to the air around me, don't worry...Things are almost never as they seem!